To My Long Lost Friend.

I usually try to keep my blogs light and just update about my life and throw in some humor (well, in my opinion at least), but recently something has been weighing heavy in my heart.

Earlier in the year, I had a falling out with one of my oldest and dearest friends. I'm not going to write what it was about, but more how I have been feeling about it recently. I have tried to contact her, but she doesn't really want to speak with me anymore. She knows who she is (I'm pretty sure almost everyone does since I haven't had falling outs with many other people in my life). I don't know if she reads my blog, but if I could talk to her right now, I would say this:

Hey,

I miss you. I was going through old pictures from high school and thinking back on all the crazy/weird/fun/hilarious things we used to do and all the adventures we went on, and I just want you to know that I look back on our friendship with nothing but fond memories. Even when I speak about you to other friends, I am always talking about the fun stuff we used to do.

I also want you to know that I would be your friend again in a heartbeat if the opportunity presented itself. I know you are probably thinking that saying that sounds totally desperate, and I don't mean it that way. I just mean that I harbor no hard feelings towards you and would be willing to reconcile.

I am sorry for the way that everything happened. I take full responsibility for the hurtful, selfish, and insensitive things that I said to you. If I could do it over again, I would have done it differently. I pray nothing but blessings on your life. You are so beautiful and have such an awesome personality. I know that your passion for life and your hard work will pay off and I know you will achieve great things.

I want you to know that if you are ever in need of a friend, you could call me anytime and I would be there for you in a heartbeat. I haven't forgotten you, and I never will.

Love,

Sarah