Sick to My Stomach

Well there is only three days left until we move to Anaheim and with each passing day I get a little more sick to my stomach. Its not that I'm not excited because I am, its just that there is so much uncertainty involved with it. I mean, what if I don't get this job with the city of Anaheim? What if I don't make any friends? What am I going to do when I have a bad day and Gordon is working and I can't just go over to Nicole's house and sit on her couch and whine? I know I am probably being melodramatic, but I just keep stressing about the move.
We tried out a new church last Sunday when we were visiting his parents (Calvary Church of Santa Ana) and we went to their new marrieds class and then to their main service. I really enjoyed the class and the service. I just hope that through that class, Gordon and I can make some new friends.
Anyway, I really should be more positive. I'm super excited about living in a brand new apartment that no one has lived in before! Its gorgeous on the inside and the complex is so nice! There is even a park right near the building so I can walk Nixon. Also, I'm really glad to have that little dog. When Gordon is working I love to just take him on walks and cuddle with him on the couch. He brings me so much joy! It will be nice to be close to Gordon's brothers and some friends there. Another thing to be happy about is getting a Disneyland pass and being so close to the park and to the stadium!
I'm just nervous for everything, but I know that God is in control and has us there for a reason, I just can't shake this sick-to-my-stomach feeling.



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